I HATE SELECTION BOARDS!!!

During the week...I always look forward to the weekend but then not for last week...

It was the weekend of the confidencing and selection board of AIESEC AUC and I was representing the NC there...

Though I had no vote...I just felt bad and hated being there and being part of a group of people who are to decide on someone else's future...More importantly, people that outside of the selection interview are very close friends...you forget about that when you are in there but then you remember it when you see the stressed faces that are waiting for the results and the tears streaming down a face whose owner you care about...

It doesnt affect my stands or my decisions inside the selection board but I just live a week-long nightmare after its all over...

Only Consolation is the fact that selection boards Ive been part of in the past, all were trying to take the best decision...whether it turns out to be that or not one year later...